feelings

I'm missing.

I'm envying.

I'm hoping.

I'm praying.

I saved my blog finally after so long.

suddenly this a walk to remember movie keep flashing in my mind. the songs, the characters, the storyline.

i simply enjoyed every bit of it. i've read the storybook. but i feel like reading again. hahas.

life = a walk to remember

i tink that's kinda meaningful. din do much today though. went for tuition. emoism! i simply cant bear to stop teaching that boy. he's just so.. hahas.. naughty yet adorable. and he told me today that he don't wan me to leave. i'm like so touched. when i tink of it my tears just feel like falling.

to my friends,
I hope all of u are doing well. don't be sad over things that are not worth thinking. cox they just make u even sadder if u continue thinking about it. it's easier said than done but try ya.. everyone's there with you i know. I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS!
and JASMINE LEE JIE YING! when are we going shopping? hahahas

to mr kiap,
I think i have nothing to say but i just feel like leaving u with a msg all of a sudden. i really miss u and ur stories. =)

- first update of 2007 -

just noticed that this is my first update of the year. alot of things to say and update u guys but i dunno where shd i start from.

started FYP in NTU. go there everyday from 9am to 6pm or even later. kinda no life cox i've got no frens there to talk to and entertain. but i've no choice. get to learn anyway.

the fact that NTU's life is not lively, i'll go crazy when i see my frens. i'll talk alot cox i only do that when i see my frens.

no friendly long talks in NTU =)

Dinner and Dance- it's been quite a long time but still i wan to thank everyone who made this happened. thanks to all the helpers, participants and friends who help out when they don't have to. =)

Huiling- happy birthday=) didn't have a chance to celebrate with u but i'm glad to see that u are enjoying urself =) stay happy!

Charity event- an enriching event for me. learnt alot. though these kids have their own unhappy stories they are indeed cute and lovable. i haven got the photos! anyone with the photos can u pls send them to me? thanks.

recently sth happened in my family. it's the first time i'm so lost anxious and my heart's totally not calm at all. really totally. my heart almost jumped out. this is the first time i could feel that very strongly. but i tried my best to stay calm cox i had to. everything lasted for more than a week.

we are all trying to adapting and bring things back to normal. esp mummy but i tink we are all doing well now =)

i miss all my friends too! hahas..

hope to see u all soon =)

- tell me yes -

say yes i will.. may my wishes come true

may everyone's wishes come true! love all of u.. =)

- i'm missing -

CCTA CT? it's like a practical test..

kill me can? hahas.. the paper is as good as killing me la..

nvm.. last paper le! jia you people!!!

ACMB ACMB ACMB ACMB!!!! must think tt's it's a wonderful module and start studying hard on it..

hahahahas! good luck=)

am I good?

COMMON TEST WEEK!!!!!!!

Monday - Instrumentation CT
Tuesday - CCTA revision lecture
Wednesday - CCTA CT
Thursday - Study ACMB
Friday - ACMB CT

had instru today.. screwed up i guess

i'm not starting to study CCTA.. how?

I want a nice house!

I want to shop!

I want to watch movie!

I want to go IKEA!

Many things i wanna do.. BUT common test comes first..

- JIAYOU! -

AM I GOOD?

- what's wrong -

many things are not in the correct state. i've been emo-ing since last week. about everything.. really everything. school family friends passion.

somehow my temper has gone down hill but i dun know y.. i told myself i wanna b like the past.. but sometimes i still cant help it.. i havent been laughing like a mad girl since dunno how long ago.. i haven been treating pple nicely..

i want to laugh like a mad girl.. i wanna be cheerful like last time.. i hate to sulk all the times.. i hate everything that's happening now..

*I'm sorry to whoever i haven been treating well recently.. ..*

*I'm sorry to my baby panda for emo-ing for so long.. n thank you so much for tolerating me.. -loves- *