- i'm failing -

yes.. i'm failing.. i will b failing my obc.. n well i'm gonna see teh agn nxt sem.. feel lk crying.. studied so much... but end up still dunno how to do.. how 'smart' of me..

well.. but wat can i do.. all is done n over.. mayb it isnt tt bad for me to retake? den i can make sure i get better grade for obc.. just tt i wun be graduating with the group of u.. hais..

one is dwn.. another one is coming.. i shall just focus on tt n nt tink of anything else.. hmmm.. can i? have to.. afterall i chose my own path n i shall continue to finished it no matter how hard it is.. yeah!

i'm supposed to b mugging cbo rite nw.. but i'm blogging.. how great.. hahas.. nvm.. tis is gonna b a fast one n i'll start the ball rolling.. i cant afford to fail cbo! yesh..

well.. huatose farted in my blog.. oh gosh! i better do same sterilisation... hmm.. but how m i gonna go abt doing it? hahahas.. write some nice n sweet tins!

have been staying till lk average 3 am everyday for the past 3 days.. cox i was mugging my obc.. but i wasnt alone.. cox there's tis sweet boy who accompanied me till late just cox i'm nt aslp..

hahas.. tis sweet boy happen to update his blog n wrote some nice tins abt me.. weeEe.. hehes.. y? cox i'm nice! yay~ okie... i noe pple reading tis r gonna scold me bhb agn..

but well.. tis sweet boy will nv tink tt i'm bhb... rite? *grins* i was so scared by him till i teared.. it was a bad experience.. but tt's when i find tt he is getting more n more imprt to me.. hehes.. wo hao xiang kan xing xing.. i wanna admire dose stars with tis sweet boy.. gazing at stars just make me feel so relaxed.. just by looking at the stars.. my smile will start to appear.. cox tey just make me feel happy.. so whenever i'm dwn.. i love looking at tem..

hahas.. well.. i did sth damn malu yday.. which make me red.. n warm.. tt is the most embarrassed tin i have ever done in my 17 years.. hahas.. i still dun understand y i did tt.. well.. tis sweet boy will noe wat i'm toking abt..

tis sweet boy is always so nice n caring to me.. he nv fail to cheer me up even if it means to just look at his face.. he might nt noe how to console me at times.. but i tink he nv fail to try.. n well each time he tries.. he will make it some how.. i love dose bedtime stories from him.. n mind you it's all original n just for me! hehes.. i love gazing stars with him.. i love his honey water.. though i cant make tasty honey water.. but i promise i'll learn... i love the pasta he cooked.. hahas.. talking abt it simply makes me drool.. (can i have some more? *grins*) it's all the small lil tins tt make me feel so touched and loved.. cox tis sweet boy is always so lovable to me! heEs..

alright.. enough of saying tis sweet boy.. yesh.. he's my boy.. hahas.. something i wanna tell my darling.. i noe IPC is hell for u.. just lk OBC was to me.. but no matter wat i tink u have done a great job so far.. the fact tt u dun lk chem.. n ur chem wasnt tt great as well.. i tink ur effort deserve u a distinction alright! i noe u have put in alot of effort by finding out wat u dunno from ur fren.. i'm upset tt i wasnt of much help to u.. but i'll give u my utmost support kae.. dun give up.. tink abt how much to have done to come so far n u will tink tt all dese r worthwhile.. dun worry abt ur paper on fri kae.. i'm sure u can do it.. just try ur best.. lk wat u told me.. trying ur best at least u wun feel tt u let urself dwn rite? it's the last bit.. so give it ur best shot kae? after cbo on thurs i'll pei u study IPC ya.. =) cheerios.. jia you kae.. i love you! *bao bao*

nw to my peeps.. i noe it's exam week.. everyone is stress.. well.. i m stressed!!!! huatose's stress~ but it's just the last bit.. so bare with it alright.. after tis we r gonna get enjoyment! weEe.. let us all give our best shot for all the rest of our papers kae! yeahs.. all the best pple.. love u all.. *bao bao* =Pp

- happy valentines' day! -

14 February 2006.. hahas.. it's valentines' day~ woots..

it's our first valentines' day together.. simple yet enjoyable.. heartwarming..

waited for the time to meet you.. yet u surprise me by coming to sch with a big bag..

din expect anything.. but i was shocked by wat's is given to me.. it not only look pretty but it oso made me feel touched..

tot tt we shd go get the ticks for movie first.. but in ended up tt u have already booked them in the morning..

went for lunch at sushi tei.. sum where both of us have never been to.. yet u did homework by checking the place.. even had a back up location..

went taka but couldnt find.. so you went on to the back up location... paragon.. hahas.. i was just so pleased by everything..

wanted to foot the bill.. but u refused! hahas... selfish~ cox u dun let me have the chance to pay for anything.. =Pp

went on with movie at plaza sing.. fun with dick and jane.. hahas.. the movie is simply so damn hilarious.. hahas.. laughed alot... i guess you enjoyed the movie too.. =Pp

yes.. then we headed home.. met your cousin on the bus n i found out where u bought the present from! hahas..

it was a short n simple date.. but i tot it was full of memories and thoughts.. the thoughtful side of u..

din expect u to really kinda plan things out tt much... booked ticks.. find the place to have lunch..

thanks for everything! i enjoyed every single min spent wif you.. not only yesterday.. but literary every min with ur company..

it was simple n sweet.. it touched my heart and i feel blessed.. ur efforts make me melted and feel loved.. ur company made me feel protected.. once again.. thanks darling.. i love you.. =)

had another shocking news today.. make me tink about hypocrites.. it's bad to know tt there r simply so many hypocrites surrounding you yet u take them as ur close frens...

i tot it was v saddening.. n deceiving.. it's scary to find tt pple ard u are with u nt with their true heart.. but to get sth done..

but well.. i guess all tt's nt imprt anymore.. but it's the frenship these pple have already built tt matters.. after so much time spent.. mayb all tt r once untrue.. r true nw.. hopefully..

though it's weird to see them n tink of all dese.. but all r in the past.. 'let bygones be bygones'.. wat matters most is the happiness everyone's having..

thanks to all my frens who have been so true to me... esp huiling.. gls.. 4E4 peeps.. and of cox my boy.. =) i appreciate all tt is done.. =)

- thanks to all of you -

ihalf an hour before my birthday ends! hahas... this year's bday is a simple one.. yet a happy one i guess... half half ba...

i really wanna thank everyone who came to my party the other day... all the GLs who came.. n of cox XUEFANG! hahas.. she's the only non-poly fren who came.. thanks ger~

i'm really glad to half all of you with me for my birthday.. all the GLs.. i think tey made my birthday party a very 'successful' one~ hahas.. thanks alot..

so many pple bombarding my place~ woOts.. that's damn cool can.. hahas.. until u all have to sit along the corridor.. cooL~ hahas... my family said tt u guys look as if u r having sum kinda serious meeting! hahas.. deceiving ah~

too bad no one tonned tt day... i was kinda disappointed.. BUT i'm happy enough tt u guys came.. the fact tt u all shd b tired after open hse.. hahas... thanks for the present too! =)

today's the actual day of my bday.. nth much though.. i'm sick.. cant go out for nice food~ sadded... medicine is my bday present frm the doc... ( i was forced to go =X)

with the happy birthday from so many of my frens.. GLs.. classmates.. i'm really v happy.. all the msges from my sec sch frens! jas henry huat kevin gladys.. thanks peeps!

although i was kinda disappointed n upset tt tey come my hse tt day.. but i'm glad tt tey greeted my happy bday!

hahas... jessica called me to wish me happy birthday.. hahas.. den hk n some other guys sang me bday song thru the phone~ hahas... damn comical.. but i like... i really appreciate it kae~ thanks pple~ u guys make me feel lk updating my blog to show how happy i m nw~

my mummy sent my happy birthday msg too! n she said ' happy birthday to my sweet heart ' so sweet of her... she bought sunflower n a necklace for me too... i love u mummy!

i just wanna say tt i really enjoyed tis year's bday... thanks to all the pple who made my bday such a interesting one~ i love all of u! =)

though the video and sound clip had prob.. i still managed to see it after u sent me through msn.. i really love it alot.. it's simple.. yet meaningful.. it's never tiring to listen or see them repeatedly.. cox it means alot to me.. i appreciate all that u have done for me.. never forget times u were dere for me.. i love the times.. love the things.. n most imprtly... love the person who did dese =)

thanks mummy! i love the necklace and of cox the sunflower! yeah~ hahas.. i love you!

gucci perfume from my cousin~ woOts nice smell.. cool bottle.. bracelet from LSCT GLs.. thanks peeps! crystal necklace from auntie! hahas... nice~ thanks!

wOoTs... machiam extreme make over.. from jamie shumin n nexa.. thanks gers!

hehehes! cap from my poly erzi... shing~ hahas... first time pple bring me along when getting my present.. new experience ahs.. but i love the cap! thanks son! =)