- this is NEW! -

finally a new blogskin.. hahas.. my own creation wor~ so pink rite.. but i tot it was okie.. hahas

well.. exams are over.. many tins happened.. some UNPLEASANT ones.. hahas.. some of u will noe wat i'm referring to..

i'm broke seriously damn broke.. tis is unpleasant! but well.. i'm working on IT fair from 31 Aug to 3 Sept.. hahas.. thanks son! i'm happy that i'm going to earn..

went out to look for job.. i'm stupid i have to agree.. first shop i entered to fill up the form.. guess wat i did.. i wrote my old hp no.. hahas.. so.. tt shop is gone case le..

had an interview at The Ritz Carlton Hotel.. a job at the lounge.. the manager was nice.. humorous.. it's shift work.. 8am to 530pm, 2pm to 1130pm and 330pm to 1am... told mummy and she was unhappy cox of the late working hours.. but i'm really quite interested in working dere.. i tot the environment is nice.. but i guess i'll have the give up tt opportunity.. cox of parents objections.. =(

called up levis.. but tink they wun hire me cox i said i'll work for holis only.. but jamie taught me a tactic.. hahas.. i haven tried..

i really need to earn $.. hahas.. cox of the lounge job i had a long chat over the phone with my dad.. started talking about my studies cox i wanted to continue working after holis.. but he is strictly nt allowing..

studies studies n studies.. forget abt local uni.. cox i'm nt getting in for sure.. my results aint great.. so dad n mum always say if i cant get in local uni.. den tey can send me to overseas uni.. but tt's provided i can the expected grades.. i always tot tt y spend $ studying overseas n fail.. no point..

so dad said "cant fail! must get at least a degree."

which means.. no matter wat he wans me to get a degree.. even if it means tt he has to sent me overseas.. i still have to get it.. when he told me tt i felt the huge amt of stress pounding on me.. i always wanted to go uni.. but looking at my results.. i'm doubting myself.. but mummy n papa are giving me an alternative from local uni..

what if i cant even get into foreign uni.. what if i go there but i fail.. all the what ifs..

i've no ans for them.... *i'm thinking.. i'm doubting*