- somethings may be diff -

i'm hit by sth bad today.

i teared. i'm scared. i'm worried.

i dun wan anything to happen. my life's gonna be different if it really happens.

i've no idea what i shd do.

the 'hais' i hear. the tears i see. made me feel helpless.

but i cant stay the way i m nw. i gotta make sum changes.

but will i be able to? i noe i need to stay strong. but all dese makes my heart heavy.

i'm loss of words.

back to my updates!

first i shall update abt the Tara outing and BBQ i had for the class outing..

Tara's outing was at KBox. well we had alot of fun singing. i simply love singing. hahas.. took some fotos too.







from that outing we created some scandals. whahahas... that's the forte of all the GLs.. well shall i say the scandals?

nvm.. tink almost everyone noes. so i shall not publicise before i gt bashed ya? hahas

nxt is the BBQ

the outing was held in elwin's house. hahas. near the end of it. we drank absolute vodka.

hahas. me jaime and van had red faces after drinking! hahas. it was damn shiok lo.

we tried vodka + whisky + sprite. it was nice. u guys shd try it. some of us ended up slightly drunk. hahas.

but we still managed to reach home safe and sound.

well i finally went tanning! together with jas lek pei ter min. the tanning finally made me look slightly darker. just abit.

at least my arms 2 toning is much better. hahas! i like.

we went to palawan at sentosa. that day was quite packed. hahas. it was deepavali so we saw a lot of indians.

we buried lek! the brave one who volunteered to b buried! hahas

and they seemed to enjoy themselves in the waters. woOo.

hahas. that day was the first time i applied so much banana boat on my body. hahas. it smells disgusting. but it helps sum how.

min's banana boat is diluted can. aftertt it spread n caused jas's one to b diluted. oh gosh!

dere were so many pple in the toilet so ended up bathing in the open shower. it wasnt bad though.

on hari raya, we had steamboat at jas's hse, to celebrate her bday. the food was nice. the accompany was nice.

the sabotaging was nice too. i bought a cake for her. the cake was disfigured. they ate the fruits. cut the cake into half. ate the sponge cake n left the cream.

with the cream, we started a dog fight. hahas. true enough. we all smelt lk cream. hahas

now abt GL. i was in the first group for the games. most of us met up on sunday to get the flour n stuff. hahas.

we went to Sheng Siong. hahas. cheapos. the funny part was we din noe tt ben stayed in Bukit Panjang. n ended up asking him to meet at CCK den we headed for BP.

hahas. we were cursed by him. but well we had fun smiling at the walls rites? hahas. since ben live the nearest we made him bring the eggs home.

hahas. went to yoshinoya for lunch. took so many fotos. woots. we 3 gers were so enthu. jiahui felicia and ME! n ben n jeremy were the photographer!

they ought to feel honoured. hahas.

soon it was trn time agn. had our games. encountered some probs due to the change in weather.

although the games seemed to b abit screwed up. it's still quite successful i guess. at least we get the fellow GLs to play.

nt all of them played all the games but at least all stations were played.

from there, we learn alot of tins i guess. we learnt tt we shd have back up in case of bad weather, to organise and manage our time properly.

learnt that we shd nt have such big diff in dist b/w 2 stations. during debrief, we had praises and sum 'criticism' not xactly criticism just sum suggestions i guess.

the SGLs helped us alot. although it was a perfect one. the still prasied us for our effort n creativity. yeah!

after the debrief, we had to clean up the place. that's when i actually feel the care my fellow GLs have for one another.

they came n helped us wif the cleaning although it wasnt part of their jobs. i'm touched. really.

thanks to dose who helped us. huiling huilin yide lye huat shing clement daphne weng gracia ruifeng kiap joel.

sorry if i missed out any of u. but i'm reli grateful! thanks! love u all to bits. hahas. dun worry i will help u guys when ur turn comes!

i have to say i really haf a bunch of caring frens. and they made my life more enriching! thanks peeps!

- i'm back once again -

i'm finally back to update my blog.. sum how i tink i simply have problems logging in n blog at nite... it just dun seem to work... =X

right.. firstly i'm supposed to do a weird tin.. hahas... asked by huiling..

chew wei passed it to huiling.. nw she passed to me n i have to pass this game on.. here it goes...

rules of the game:

1) post 5 weird/random stuff about yourself.

2) At the end, list the names of 5 people who you want next to this and leave a comment "YOU ARE TAGGED" in their blog and tell them to read your blog for rules.

5 weird/ random stuff about me:

1) i hate to choose. cox i've always felt that it's a v troublesome tin n wadeva decision i make always dun seem to work well.

2) i love to go IKEA! i can simply find nice n cute stuff dere to decorate my table or room. to make me feel more lively!

3) i can laze around in my bed for more den a hour. until my fren's saying that i'm damn lazy.

4) i can be a very capricious at times. i can feel lk eating sth at one moment. the next moment i see it i dun feel lk eating le. but sumhow i still noe how to control myself.

5) i love GL to bits. that's the place where i relax myself, learn alot of valuable tins frm my fellow frens, getting support from them, and make alot of good frens!

List of 5 persons i wana tag:

1) jasmine - the zoo girl =Pp
2) jaime - sweets
3) jason - the bully
4) gladys - the blurry
5) shu min - the strong one!

hahas! done! i shall be the shy one den! =Pp