- is this the way -

i'm not sure if tt was for me..

but if tt was really for me.. and tis is the only way that we can communicate.. then...

i dun wanna choose anything.. it doesnt feel good to choose..

i'm not sure what path i'm gonna take..

i'm not sure if that was really the path i chose..

i'm not sure about alot of things..

my light was always far from me..

my light was never switched on when i want it to...

i never chose any of you over any of my friends..

cox i hate to choose..

i dun wanna keep things from you..

but i noe i can gain ur trust no more..

i wanna be back..

but it's never so easy..

if i really have to choose.. i will choose both..

let me sound greedy cox i choose the times when everything was in place..

i noe u may feel left behind..

but i never felt better... i dunno wat's the right way to talk.. i dunno wat's the right tin to say..

cox i think i never said the right thing..

i may sound like i wanna be a saint.. that's up to all of u to judge..

but if u are happy nw.. and u think everything's better this way..

i'll respect u...

and keep those memories with me...

cox i never want to forget.................

- i really miss those days -

i really missed those days..

suddenly tot of alot of tins when all my common tests are over.. i dunno how i'm gonna fare.. but well.. i cant do much nw..

i missed the times when we spend time talking to one another about anything..

i missed the times when we go mad together..

i missed the times when we do work together..

i missed the times when we had so much fun together..

i missed the times when we had coffee n chat all long..

i missed the times when we go mad during shopping..

i missed the times when we had so much to talk about until time wasnt enough..

i missed the times.........................................

i dunno wat else to say... but i just missed those time...

i saw sth somewhere.. she started talking abt some frens stuff.. i read n i noe immediately it wasnt abt me...

i dunno i shd b happy or sad.. but i'm feeling more of sad nw..

if it's was about me.. i would have felt better.. but it isnt..

mayb this person hates me...

mayb this person has lost her trust for me along time ago..

mayb this person thinks that i've changed into a different person..

mayb this person thinks that i'm childish...

mayb this person thinks that i'm selfish..

mayb this person thinks that i'm no longer caring about our friendship..

mayb this person........................

i dunno... are all these just redundant? it's up to u to judge..

everything right nw it's so diff frm the past.. wat abt the authority.. wat abt the power..

is all these just so influencial.. so appealing to humans..

where are the feelings..

i want my friendship.. i want everything back like the past..

i want to go....

back to those days..........................................