- tell me yes -

say yes i will.. may my wishes come true

may everyone's wishes come true! love all of u.. =)

- i'm missing -

CCTA CT? it's like a practical test..

kill me can? hahas.. the paper is as good as killing me la..

nvm.. last paper le! jia you people!!!

ACMB ACMB ACMB ACMB!!!! must think tt's it's a wonderful module and start studying hard on it..

hahahahas! good luck=)

am I good?

COMMON TEST WEEK!!!!!!!

Monday - Instrumentation CT
Tuesday - CCTA revision lecture
Wednesday - CCTA CT
Thursday - Study ACMB
Friday - ACMB CT

had instru today.. screwed up i guess

i'm not starting to study CCTA.. how?

I want a nice house!

I want to shop!

I want to watch movie!

I want to go IKEA!

Many things i wanna do.. BUT common test comes first..

- JIAYOU! -

AM I GOOD?

- what's wrong -

many things are not in the correct state. i've been emo-ing since last week. about everything.. really everything. school family friends passion.

somehow my temper has gone down hill but i dun know y.. i told myself i wanna b like the past.. but sometimes i still cant help it.. i havent been laughing like a mad girl since dunno how long ago.. i haven been treating pple nicely..

i want to laugh like a mad girl.. i wanna be cheerful like last time.. i hate to sulk all the times.. i hate everything that's happening now..

*I'm sorry to whoever i haven been treating well recently.. ..*

*I'm sorry to my baby panda for emo-ing for so long.. n thank you so much for tolerating me.. -loves- *

- boredom -

I'M BORED! yeah sch has reopened.. by right i shd nt be feeling bored.. hahas.. shd be doing some kinda revision.. BUT expectedly i'm not therefore i'm feeling bored..

sis is using my lappy so i'm using hers nw.. so not used to it.. hahas

well.. somethings that i have done today~
1. swimming with xuefang
2. lunch with my boy
3. shopping with my boy
4. shopping with the others girls too

hahas.. SWIMMING! i tink swimming rules.. hahas.. i was swimming and resting alot at first.. cox i was tired after every lap.. hahahas.. but towards the end i swam continuously and surprisingly i wasnt as tired instead i wanna swim more.. so i swam more.. hahas..

afterwhich went bugis and meet my boy.. had lunch at the food court and guess wat.. i forgotten to tell the auntie i dun wan oil.. oh god..

hahas.. den off we went to shop.. felt that there wasnt much stuffs to shop at bugis suddenly.. dunno y.. hahahas..

after today.. i had a fashion consultant that is MR PEK KIAP HOW! hahahas.. he has become my fashion consultant after today... hahahas.. first time he told me wat kinda clothes i look better in and wat kinda clothes i look weird in..

this is something new yet something i love! i think it is nice to hear these comments from others so that i can look better in future.. esp from your partner.. like hearing these from my boy which i think is sweet of him to tell me.. hahas... loves!

i still haven had enough of shopping today.. hahas.. i wanna shop more!! i haven bought wat i wanna buy..
1. jeans
2. tops
3. skirts
4. necklaces
5. bracelet

hahahas.. i wanna buy all tt.. my jeans are like kinda damaged~ hahahas.. wat a nice word i've used.. hahas.. i wanna go shopping again with u darling! loves!

gym tml!

- i'm waiting for you -

- wee -

hahas.. i haven been updating! i'm sorry... hahahas!

anw.. life had been quite similar for the pass few weeks.. so ya.. hahas! today was mummy's birthday n me and dar's 9 month anniversary.. but well i spent some time with dar only.. so i'm sorry for nt really pei-ing u today =X hahas..

bought dian xiao er de duck for my mum.. shi quan kao ya.. hahahas! it helps to relieve stress! hahahas.. it's nt bad.. even me (i dun like duck meat) tink tt it's nt bad.. hahahas

had dinner outside too.. tink mummy enjoyed her birthday.. WEE! hahas

couple of things i wanna do tml..
1. swimming in the morn
2. try to call up hotels
3. tuition with danish
4. meet up with michelle n jiawei

hopefully i can do them all.. hahas.. i seriously need to jian fei.. so i decided tt i'll go swimming tml.. hahas! yay! hahaahas

sch's reopening.. hais.. LET'S ALL WORK HARD KAE! hahahas.. tink every sem i say the same tin but everytime my results are still damn lousy.. haahas

- JAMIE CHOW WAN YING! - hey hey u talked to who? never tell me!! hahahahas.. take care alrighty! loves!

-LEE HUILING- boo! hope u are doing fine alright.. update ur blog too! i've updated mine!

-JASMINE LEE JIEYING- hahahas!!! i'm looking forward to aerobics!! i haven seen u for years!

- CHALET! -

chalet chalet chalet! i'll be off for chalet till like.. next fri? hahas.. so wun b blogging.. but there's always the HANDPHONE so can still get me thru tt of cox..

read thru my peeps blog almost very day to see how they are getting along.. cox din have much time to see them.. if possible i'll tag their board.. but i notice sth.. MISS LEE HUILING! can u pls have a tagboard or sth? lidat i dunno how to leave msg lehs! esp when u are working nw.. dun tink can get u so easily.. hahas

i'm bored.. i need entertainment.. i desperately wanna shop! i'm broke but i still wan to shop.. no shopping no mood.. hahas!

after chalet n camp i'm gonna chiong shopping so peeps must wait for me kae! hahas!

today's my parents 22nd wedding anniversary.. hahas.. so went out n have dinner.. my dad gave my mummy a diamond ring.. woW! the most expensive present ever.. hahas.. but i love bothe of them.. hahas! i love my family! muacks!

- wenny's thoughts -

alrighty, nw that the comex show is over.. i'm jobless.. hahas.. but well left with my tuition anyway.

first i have to really thank my son MR SHING LEE YUAN RONG, for giving tis poor mummy a chance to work in the show to earn $$.. at least i got back some of the lost money.. hahas! thanks son!

well everything went okie.. but after the show i fell sick.. has been sick since like saturday? hahas.. but no worries.. i'm on my way of recovery.. hahas!

sometimes we are born to be someone.. and given some things that we cant change them.. i guess that's stuffs that we have to live with.. however we have to make slight changes to adapt to the kinda of situation we are in or the kinda of environment we are exposed..

it's nt easy but we have to try.. well.. tis is for the better future rite?

hahas.. i guess u guys may be tinking y m i talking of tis out of the blue.. hahas.. just some tots in my mind? hahas.. emo? no la.. i'm bored.. hahahas!

pple let's zhen zuo n jia you in everything we are doing alright!

hahas.. suddenly i feel like eating alot of stuff! hahas.. i wan sushi, minced meat kuay teow, fried kuay teow, carrot cake, kuay chap, tom yam, KFC's bandito meal, hahas,, n many many more~ i'm feeling greedy!

*i'm looking forward for the chalets!*

- work! -

well... after 3 days of work at IT fair.. i had 10 sets of sales altogether?

hahas.. first day was like.. 0? hahas.. 2nd day 3 den today 7.. thanks to jj for sparing me 1.. i owe u one..

anw doing sales wasnt bad.. well.. i've always prefer sales.. The Ritz Carlton Hotel asst manager for lounge actually called me.. but i cant avoid the latest shift.. so i have no choice but nt to take the job.. i'm sad.. but i've no choice.. look for other jobs?

i guess so.. guess i'll try levis again mayb? hahas.. i'll see how it goes after tml ba.. cox i'm STRICTLY NOT allowed to work during school.. only tutoring is allowed.. so i dun hav much choice as well..

one of my customer today was a v old man who is slightly disabled.. hearing n eye sight prob.. i guess he's about 80 already.. but he is an educated man i have to say.. he can even make movies using movie maker.. though i took a v long time to serve him.. but i tot that serve was an enriching one..

he asked me questions abt lightscribe n stuff.. he oso mention tt he cant wait... cox he may nt be able to live till den.. i'm v sad abt tt.. but yet tis uncle is a nice n 'cute' one.. though he has some disabilities.. he still joke.. nice uncle..

although his neighbour told him tt dere's another stall selling the same one at a cheaper price.. he still bought it from me.. i'm really v touched n helped him carry his desktop to his daughter's car too.. it's heavy but i feel nice..

hahas! sometimes working do give u tis diff kinda feeling.. enriching with a sense of achievement... hahas.. ienjoyed myself tis few days i have to say... tml is the last day.. tt's really fast.. i'll miss the job.. =)

i'm waiting for my boy to knock off.. - i noe u miss me n u noe i miss u too! - i love you! -

- this is NEW! -

finally a new blogskin.. hahas.. my own creation wor~ so pink rite.. but i tot it was okie.. hahas

well.. exams are over.. many tins happened.. some UNPLEASANT ones.. hahas.. some of u will noe wat i'm referring to..

i'm broke seriously damn broke.. tis is unpleasant! but well.. i'm working on IT fair from 31 Aug to 3 Sept.. hahas.. thanks son! i'm happy that i'm going to earn..

went out to look for job.. i'm stupid i have to agree.. first shop i entered to fill up the form.. guess wat i did.. i wrote my old hp no.. hahas.. so.. tt shop is gone case le..

had an interview at The Ritz Carlton Hotel.. a job at the lounge.. the manager was nice.. humorous.. it's shift work.. 8am to 530pm, 2pm to 1130pm and 330pm to 1am... told mummy and she was unhappy cox of the late working hours.. but i'm really quite interested in working dere.. i tot the environment is nice.. but i guess i'll have the give up tt opportunity.. cox of parents objections.. =(

called up levis.. but tink they wun hire me cox i said i'll work for holis only.. but jamie taught me a tactic.. hahas.. i haven tried..

i really need to earn $.. hahas.. cox of the lounge job i had a long chat over the phone with my dad.. started talking about my studies cox i wanted to continue working after holis.. but he is strictly nt allowing..

studies studies n studies.. forget abt local uni.. cox i'm nt getting in for sure.. my results aint great.. so dad n mum always say if i cant get in local uni.. den tey can send me to overseas uni.. but tt's provided i can the expected grades.. i always tot tt y spend $ studying overseas n fail.. no point..

so dad said "cant fail! must get at least a degree."

which means.. no matter wat he wans me to get a degree.. even if it means tt he has to sent me overseas.. i still have to get it.. when he told me tt i felt the huge amt of stress pounding on me.. i always wanted to go uni.. but looking at my results.. i'm doubting myself.. but mummy n papa are giving me an alternative from local uni..

what if i cant even get into foreign uni.. what if i go there but i fail.. all the what ifs..

i've no ans for them.... *i'm thinking.. i'm doubting*

- maybe it's better -

well, my blog is still nt in a good conditions.. sorry pple.. really dun have time to tidy stuff up.. i promise i'll do it in the semestral holis..

i guess i have to say tt it's really amazing on pple we can score incredibly well when they continuously claimed tt tey haven been studying and stuff.. i've nv believe in the 'nt studying and score' logic.. well i tink it's nt possible..

hahahas.. i admit tt it might b jealousy but well who dun envy pple with good grades.. n who dun 'gek' seeing pple claiming tt tey dun study to score much better than u.. who dun get irritated when pple get close to u just cox tey wanna have some of ur knowledge.. rite?

it's nt stupid n hypocrite when u get close to ur frens cox u hope to get their help to score better.. but it is if u do so when u hate tt person.. and tell others how much u dun like him.. aint u mentally guilty? well.. mayb you aint.. =X

hahahas... having said all these.. i guess gek-ing being jealous n wad so ever doesnt help.. wat is more practical is to work hard for urself.. nt anyone else.. n remove tt 'gek-ness' from u..

exams are coming.. so peeps.. let's start mugging.. hahahas! it's pitiful but well tt's how u r gonna get ur good grades n remove tt jealousy and gek-ness from urself.. no point 'gek-ing' n dun do ath.. jia you pple!!

* it's been a long time.. but i tink it's nice.. -bubble tea- *

- is this the way -

i'm not sure if tt was for me..

but if tt was really for me.. and tis is the only way that we can communicate.. then...

i dun wanna choose anything.. it doesnt feel good to choose..

i'm not sure what path i'm gonna take..

i'm not sure if that was really the path i chose..

i'm not sure about alot of things..

my light was always far from me..

my light was never switched on when i want it to...

i never chose any of you over any of my friends..

cox i hate to choose..

i dun wanna keep things from you..

but i noe i can gain ur trust no more..

i wanna be back..

but it's never so easy..

if i really have to choose.. i will choose both..

let me sound greedy cox i choose the times when everything was in place..

i noe u may feel left behind..

but i never felt better... i dunno wat's the right way to talk.. i dunno wat's the right tin to say..

cox i think i never said the right thing..

i may sound like i wanna be a saint.. that's up to all of u to judge..

but if u are happy nw.. and u think everything's better this way..

i'll respect u...

and keep those memories with me...

cox i never want to forget.................

- i really miss those days -

i really missed those days..

suddenly tot of alot of tins when all my common tests are over.. i dunno how i'm gonna fare.. but well.. i cant do much nw..

i missed the times when we spend time talking to one another about anything..

i missed the times when we go mad together..

i missed the times when we do work together..

i missed the times when we had so much fun together..

i missed the times when we had coffee n chat all long..

i missed the times when we go mad during shopping..

i missed the times when we had so much to talk about until time wasnt enough..

i missed the times.........................................

i dunno wat else to say... but i just missed those time...

i saw sth somewhere.. she started talking abt some frens stuff.. i read n i noe immediately it wasnt abt me...

i dunno i shd b happy or sad.. but i'm feeling more of sad nw..

if it's was about me.. i would have felt better.. but it isnt..

mayb this person hates me...

mayb this person has lost her trust for me along time ago..

mayb this person thinks that i've changed into a different person..

mayb this person thinks that i'm childish...

mayb this person thinks that i'm selfish..

mayb this person thinks that i'm no longer caring about our friendship..

mayb this person........................

i dunno... are all these just redundant? it's up to u to judge..

everything right nw it's so diff frm the past.. wat abt the authority.. wat abt the power..

is all these just so influencial.. so appealing to humans..

where are the feelings..

i want my friendship.. i want everything back like the past..

i want to go....

back to those days..........................................

- i'm updating agn -

me and zhiyi with the two cups! hahas!



me and jialing!



look at weng! so cute~



weee!



all the gay look! look at gary!

updating agn..

alot of tins in mind but i'm nt sure wat or where shd i start.. FOC is over.. everyone's hard work paid off.. the moment i get my tag n shirts.. tt was my 1st lvl of relief n happiness.. during FOC the weather did nt help.. so there were quite alot of probs for games.. but we all pulled thru.. tt was my 2nd lvl of relief n happiness.. n the success of FOC was my last lvl of relief n the happiest part! cried enough.. but i enjoy tt moment of cry..

suddenly tot of some stuff..

sometimes i wonder if taking tins easy is a good or bad tin.. sth is just nt as easy as u tink.. u may try hard abt it.. but nth gets out..

it's nt easy to let go of sth.. hate keeping stuff to myself.. hate tolerating with tins without a reason.. hate it when i give in to everything but nth comes in return..

i dunno how to say it.. i appreciate everyone ard me.. everything anyone does for me.. i always wonder.. wonder how pple ard me feel.. wonder what they r tinking..

deep dwn i noe tt sth cant b helped.. mayb i shd just live with all these n treat tem as sth i shd encounter in life tt will make me stronger.. tink abt the others who r with me..

thanks..

but i nv stop wondering.. tinking...

it's hard on u.. going thru everything i'm going thru.. i appreciate all u have done for me.. all the tots u have spared for me.. i noe u cared for me.. cared for us.. i'm trying.. n i hope i will succeed.. i just wanna thank u for tolerating me.. my emo times n all.. thanks.. i love u..

- vodka -

i was requested to update my blog once agn.. hahas.. so i shall update!

yes.. i'm drinking vodka nw.. but no worries.. it's just 6% alcoholic... no kick~ hahahahas! green apple flavour some more.. not bad lehs.. hahas

but ling says tt drinking too much will get breast cancer! omg.. hahahas..

i wan QQ sweet house! hahas.. anw it's a tang yuan stall at beach road.. we shd go n try one day.. i'm just so eager to eat the food in beach road.. golden mile..

the food is lk damn nice la.. hahas! went with huat weng shing n jj.. cox we went to recce the log stuff.. so ate dere.. but well the food was lk.. omg! nice~

i just cant stop tinking of the food dere... everything looks so nice.. we shall all go dere n eat one dere~ woOts

i wanna eat at beach road!!!!!

climbed bukit timah nature reserve today.. well.. we believed in ourselves n rubber turn out to b the first grp to reach the ending pt! yeah

it was tiring.. but still managable.. as compared to mawaii it's lk nth~ hahas.. saw monkeys dere! so cute la..

one of the monkey snatched the tourist's pringles~ hahahs.. den it climbed to the roof.. sat dwn.. opened the pringles n started eating... u shd really witness it.. it's damn cute!

hmm.. FOC is round the corner le.. 2 more wks? or mayb lesser.. i tink it's time we really gt on serious work..

i guess we improved thru the weeks.. improving still but we r still nt dere yet.. at times we will still take our own sweet time to get tins done..

have been learning the dance.. it's really hard on ben jess n weng.. to teach everyone the dance n try so hard to just get our attention...

to whichever GL who happened to read tis.. i'm nt trying to pinpoint anyone but i tink we shd give them our basic respect.. i mean they put in so much effort to cheoreograph the dance.. wat we need to do is just to make sure we try our best to come for all practices.. n to give tem our attention during practices.. we shdnt self declare break time or just do other stuff when we r supposed to prac for dance.. i guess tis is the basic tin tt we can do to show tem our appreciation.. i dun tink anyone of us will wan to malu in front of our freshies rite? GLs are all ONS~ n we are ZAI~ hahas.. so i really hope tt all of us can make it a point to come for practices as well as being serious in our dance.. we shall all jia you n give our best shot ya! cheerios..

it's 00:51 le but my boy's still working.. waiting for him to off work.. really hope tt he will get well soon.. and i'm really sorry to fool u yday.. it's april fool~ anw.. u din believe~ so doesnt matter.. i still love u loads kae! hahahas..

- still waiting -

- fun and sad -

i'm waiting for my boy to knock off from work.. poor boy will only end work at 2 am.. by the time he reaches home it will be lk 3+?

FOC is round the corner.. we have all been arranged to our respective comms.. well.. i got into games comm.. although i chose welfare first.. i'm still quite happy tt i got into games! at least i get to scare the freshies and have fun!

we are having meetings lk almost everyday.. hahas.. shall we all stay in sch?! hahahas! bleahs.. but i'm sure tt we are all gonna enjoy ourselves in this process..

during the last trn.. we were supposed to fill the trench of the earthworm jim.. but when we were dere.. an uncle was dere much earlier den us n filled the trench for us..

4 hours under the hot sun.. my heart sank when i heard tt from huiling.. hais.. i'll make sure that even if i dun slp for the FOC i'll fill the trench in FOC..

nw some tiring yet fun things.. hahas.. the Dinner and Dance 2006.. it was a tiring one.. but definitely a wonderful experience.. hahas

after helping out for tt i realise how hard it is to b the organisers.. even us as helpers had hard time 'controlling' the crowd..

i hate it when we had to ask the year 3s to move inside so tt the programme can get started... but tey still start outside the ballroom.. take photos n stuff.. wad we said r lk useless?

hahahas.. but i'm sure when it's our batch.. similar things r gonna happen.. hahas.. time was v tight in the beginning but we still manage to pull thru.. yeah

i wrapped the prizes~~ hahahas... got style de wor~ hahahas... saw many hunks n beauty oso... hahas.. really look forward to our own D&D but tt's gonna b another 2 years.. hahas! woOts

it's 1.48 am le.. dar's knocking off at 2 am.. hmm.. but i'll wait for him! yeah..

dar.. tink rite nw we r all busy with our FOC stuff.. dun really have much time to spend with each other.. but i'm sure tt we can maintain our relationship and make FOC a success as well.. jia you darling! i'll give u all my support kae..

missing you...

i love you! =Pp

- reflect -

time to update agn.. i want to change my blogskin.. but i'm still working on it.. it's gonna take some time.. =)

well.. i'm waiting for my boy to finishing packing his stuff for chalet tml.. time today seem to be passing v slowly.. n i seem to miss him so much.. though we just met tis afternoon...

is there something tt i'm tinking abt? or m i just bored? hahas.. =Pp

time passed so fast.. FOC is just round the corner.. n i'm gonna b a year 2 student by april.. fast isnt it?

i've known everyone in poly for almost a yr.. tt's really fast.. frens.. yesh.. these group of pple contribute so much to my life.. b it GLs or the gers in M01.. thanks pple..

frens have always been the group of pple whom i tink is v imprt to me.. i take frenship v seriously.. i duno how others view frenship.. but tt's my view..

but sometimes.. frenship just seems to be one thing that is so hard to catch hold of.. there r bound to b problems..

u never noe wat u have said or done can have an impact to another person.. it might just b a simple sentence or conversation to u.. but it might be affecting tt other person alot..

sometimes to avoid conflicts pple may choose to take it as a joke.. or just keep quiet.. it's nt easy to keep tins tt way.. but choices r just hard to make

it may be a form of giving in.. but giving in too much can be v tiring too.. u will start tinking.. y is it always tt way.. nv solved..

yes u may b trying v hard to keep it the frenship as it is.. maintain the relationship.. but it's saddening to find out tt no matter how hard u try.. there r still bound to b holes in b/w

before one prob is solved.. another one will b lining up just behind the previous one.. waiting for u to face it..

how r u gonna face it is another tin.. positively or negatively.. these things just come into ur mind n they r gonna stay there for some time...

mayb things will b simpler when u take everything as a joke..

sometimes it's just too big a joke...

it can be torturing when u cant even express it in a direct way.. the feeling's just horrible...

hahas.. tink i'm talking alot abt some rubbish today.. hahas.. sentimental ahs.. =Pp after talking so much.. my boy still haven finished packing~ hahas

maybe i shd add on something for him.. n let's hope he's finishing soon.. =)

it's nt easy to stay together with my heart next to urs.. n urs next to mine but i tink we r already close to tt.. wadeva i say may affect u in a way or another.. similarly wadeva u say or face is oso a part of my life.. everything tt we do r part of our lives.. i noe it's nt easy for u to be with me through wadeva i'm facing.. but i promise i will try my best to learn how to put away wat i shd put away n live with wat i'm having.. n having u with me is one big tin tt i'm living with nw.. n i will wanna continue living with tt in future.. big thank you to u my darling.. for listening to everything tt i have to say.. listening to all my unhappiness..

u r like a little precious treasure to me.. a priceless treasure indeed...

- i'm failing -

yes.. i'm failing.. i will b failing my obc.. n well i'm gonna see teh agn nxt sem.. feel lk crying.. studied so much... but end up still dunno how to do.. how 'smart' of me..

well.. but wat can i do.. all is done n over.. mayb it isnt tt bad for me to retake? den i can make sure i get better grade for obc.. just tt i wun be graduating with the group of u.. hais..

one is dwn.. another one is coming.. i shall just focus on tt n nt tink of anything else.. hmmm.. can i? have to.. afterall i chose my own path n i shall continue to finished it no matter how hard it is.. yeah!

i'm supposed to b mugging cbo rite nw.. but i'm blogging.. how great.. hahas.. nvm.. tis is gonna b a fast one n i'll start the ball rolling.. i cant afford to fail cbo! yesh..

well.. huatose farted in my blog.. oh gosh! i better do same sterilisation... hmm.. but how m i gonna go abt doing it? hahahas.. write some nice n sweet tins!

have been staying till lk average 3 am everyday for the past 3 days.. cox i was mugging my obc.. but i wasnt alone.. cox there's tis sweet boy who accompanied me till late just cox i'm nt aslp..

hahas.. tis sweet boy happen to update his blog n wrote some nice tins abt me.. weeEe.. hehes.. y? cox i'm nice! yay~ okie... i noe pple reading tis r gonna scold me bhb agn..

but well.. tis sweet boy will nv tink tt i'm bhb... rite? *grins* i was so scared by him till i teared.. it was a bad experience.. but tt's when i find tt he is getting more n more imprt to me.. hehes.. wo hao xiang kan xing xing.. i wanna admire dose stars with tis sweet boy.. gazing at stars just make me feel so relaxed.. just by looking at the stars.. my smile will start to appear.. cox tey just make me feel happy.. so whenever i'm dwn.. i love looking at tem..

hahas.. well.. i did sth damn malu yday.. which make me red.. n warm.. tt is the most embarrassed tin i have ever done in my 17 years.. hahas.. i still dun understand y i did tt.. well.. tis sweet boy will noe wat i'm toking abt..

tis sweet boy is always so nice n caring to me.. he nv fail to cheer me up even if it means to just look at his face.. he might nt noe how to console me at times.. but i tink he nv fail to try.. n well each time he tries.. he will make it some how.. i love dose bedtime stories from him.. n mind you it's all original n just for me! hehes.. i love gazing stars with him.. i love his honey water.. though i cant make tasty honey water.. but i promise i'll learn... i love the pasta he cooked.. hahas.. talking abt it simply makes me drool.. (can i have some more? *grins*) it's all the small lil tins tt make me feel so touched and loved.. cox tis sweet boy is always so lovable to me! heEs..

alright.. enough of saying tis sweet boy.. yesh.. he's my boy.. hahas.. something i wanna tell my darling.. i noe IPC is hell for u.. just lk OBC was to me.. but no matter wat i tink u have done a great job so far.. the fact tt u dun lk chem.. n ur chem wasnt tt great as well.. i tink ur effort deserve u a distinction alright! i noe u have put in alot of effort by finding out wat u dunno from ur fren.. i'm upset tt i wasnt of much help to u.. but i'll give u my utmost support kae.. dun give up.. tink abt how much to have done to come so far n u will tink tt all dese r worthwhile.. dun worry abt ur paper on fri kae.. i'm sure u can do it.. just try ur best.. lk wat u told me.. trying ur best at least u wun feel tt u let urself dwn rite? it's the last bit.. so give it ur best shot kae? after cbo on thurs i'll pei u study IPC ya.. =) cheerios.. jia you kae.. i love you! *bao bao*

nw to my peeps.. i noe it's exam week.. everyone is stress.. well.. i m stressed!!!! huatose's stress~ but it's just the last bit.. so bare with it alright.. after tis we r gonna get enjoyment! weEe.. let us all give our best shot for all the rest of our papers kae! yeahs.. all the best pple.. love u all.. *bao bao* =Pp

- happy valentines' day! -

14 February 2006.. hahas.. it's valentines' day~ woots..

it's our first valentines' day together.. simple yet enjoyable.. heartwarming..

waited for the time to meet you.. yet u surprise me by coming to sch with a big bag..

din expect anything.. but i was shocked by wat's is given to me.. it not only look pretty but it oso made me feel touched..

tot tt we shd go get the ticks for movie first.. but in ended up tt u have already booked them in the morning..

went for lunch at sushi tei.. sum where both of us have never been to.. yet u did homework by checking the place.. even had a back up location..

went taka but couldnt find.. so you went on to the back up location... paragon.. hahas.. i was just so pleased by everything..

wanted to foot the bill.. but u refused! hahas... selfish~ cox u dun let me have the chance to pay for anything.. =Pp

went on with movie at plaza sing.. fun with dick and jane.. hahas.. the movie is simply so damn hilarious.. hahas.. laughed alot... i guess you enjoyed the movie too.. =Pp

yes.. then we headed home.. met your cousin on the bus n i found out where u bought the present from! hahas..

it was a short n simple date.. but i tot it was full of memories and thoughts.. the thoughtful side of u..

din expect u to really kinda plan things out tt much... booked ticks.. find the place to have lunch..

thanks for everything! i enjoyed every single min spent wif you.. not only yesterday.. but literary every min with ur company..

it was simple n sweet.. it touched my heart and i feel blessed.. ur efforts make me melted and feel loved.. ur company made me feel protected.. once again.. thanks darling.. i love you.. =)

had another shocking news today.. make me tink about hypocrites.. it's bad to know tt there r simply so many hypocrites surrounding you yet u take them as ur close frens...

i tot it was v saddening.. n deceiving.. it's scary to find tt pple ard u are with u nt with their true heart.. but to get sth done..

but well.. i guess all tt's nt imprt anymore.. but it's the frenship these pple have already built tt matters.. after so much time spent.. mayb all tt r once untrue.. r true nw.. hopefully..

though it's weird to see them n tink of all dese.. but all r in the past.. 'let bygones be bygones'.. wat matters most is the happiness everyone's having..

thanks to all my frens who have been so true to me... esp huiling.. gls.. 4E4 peeps.. and of cox my boy.. =) i appreciate all tt is done.. =)

- thanks to all of you -

ihalf an hour before my birthday ends! hahas... this year's bday is a simple one.. yet a happy one i guess... half half ba...

i really wanna thank everyone who came to my party the other day... all the GLs who came.. n of cox XUEFANG! hahas.. she's the only non-poly fren who came.. thanks ger~

i'm really glad to half all of you with me for my birthday.. all the GLs.. i think tey made my birthday party a very 'successful' one~ hahas.. thanks alot..

so many pple bombarding my place~ woOts.. that's damn cool can.. hahas.. until u all have to sit along the corridor.. cooL~ hahas... my family said tt u guys look as if u r having sum kinda serious meeting! hahas.. deceiving ah~

too bad no one tonned tt day... i was kinda disappointed.. BUT i'm happy enough tt u guys came.. the fact tt u all shd b tired after open hse.. hahas... thanks for the present too! =)

today's the actual day of my bday.. nth much though.. i'm sick.. cant go out for nice food~ sadded... medicine is my bday present frm the doc... ( i was forced to go =X)

with the happy birthday from so many of my frens.. GLs.. classmates.. i'm really v happy.. all the msges from my sec sch frens! jas henry huat kevin gladys.. thanks peeps!

although i was kinda disappointed n upset tt tey come my hse tt day.. but i'm glad tt tey greeted my happy bday!

hahas... jessica called me to wish me happy birthday.. hahas.. den hk n some other guys sang me bday song thru the phone~ hahas... damn comical.. but i like... i really appreciate it kae~ thanks pple~ u guys make me feel lk updating my blog to show how happy i m nw~

my mummy sent my happy birthday msg too! n she said ' happy birthday to my sweet heart ' so sweet of her... she bought sunflower n a necklace for me too... i love u mummy!

i just wanna say tt i really enjoyed tis year's bday... thanks to all the pple who made my bday such a interesting one~ i love all of u! =)

though the video and sound clip had prob.. i still managed to see it after u sent me through msn.. i really love it alot.. it's simple.. yet meaningful.. it's never tiring to listen or see them repeatedly.. cox it means alot to me.. i appreciate all that u have done for me.. never forget times u were dere for me.. i love the times.. love the things.. n most imprtly... love the person who did dese =)

thanks mummy! i love the necklace and of cox the sunflower! yeah~ hahas.. i love you!

gucci perfume from my cousin~ woOts nice smell.. cool bottle.. bracelet from LSCT GLs.. thanks peeps! crystal necklace from auntie! hahas... nice~ thanks!

wOoTs... machiam extreme make over.. from jamie shumin n nexa.. thanks gers!

hehehes! cap from my poly erzi... shing~ hahas... first time pple bring me along when getting my present.. new experience ahs.. but i love the cap! thanks son! =)