- fun and sad -

i'm waiting for my boy to knock off from work.. poor boy will only end work at 2 am.. by the time he reaches home it will be lk 3+?

FOC is round the corner.. we have all been arranged to our respective comms.. well.. i got into games comm.. although i chose welfare first.. i'm still quite happy tt i got into games! at least i get to scare the freshies and have fun!

we are having meetings lk almost everyday.. hahas.. shall we all stay in sch?! hahahas! bleahs.. but i'm sure tt we are all gonna enjoy ourselves in this process..

during the last trn.. we were supposed to fill the trench of the earthworm jim.. but when we were dere.. an uncle was dere much earlier den us n filled the trench for us..

4 hours under the hot sun.. my heart sank when i heard tt from huiling.. hais.. i'll make sure that even if i dun slp for the FOC i'll fill the trench in FOC..

nw some tiring yet fun things.. hahas.. the Dinner and Dance 2006.. it was a tiring one.. but definitely a wonderful experience.. hahas

after helping out for tt i realise how hard it is to b the organisers.. even us as helpers had hard time 'controlling' the crowd..

i hate it when we had to ask the year 3s to move inside so tt the programme can get started... but tey still start outside the ballroom.. take photos n stuff.. wad we said r lk useless?

hahahas.. but i'm sure when it's our batch.. similar things r gonna happen.. hahas.. time was v tight in the beginning but we still manage to pull thru.. yeah

i wrapped the prizes~~ hahahas... got style de wor~ hahahas... saw many hunks n beauty oso... hahas.. really look forward to our own D&D but tt's gonna b another 2 years.. hahas! woOts

it's 1.48 am le.. dar's knocking off at 2 am.. hmm.. but i'll wait for him! yeah..

dar.. tink rite nw we r all busy with our FOC stuff.. dun really have much time to spend with each other.. but i'm sure tt we can maintain our relationship and make FOC a success as well.. jia you darling! i'll give u all my support kae..

missing you...

i love you! =Pp

- reflect -

time to update agn.. i want to change my blogskin.. but i'm still working on it.. it's gonna take some time.. =)

well.. i'm waiting for my boy to finishing packing his stuff for chalet tml.. time today seem to be passing v slowly.. n i seem to miss him so much.. though we just met tis afternoon...

is there something tt i'm tinking abt? or m i just bored? hahas.. =Pp

time passed so fast.. FOC is just round the corner.. n i'm gonna b a year 2 student by april.. fast isnt it?

i've known everyone in poly for almost a yr.. tt's really fast.. frens.. yesh.. these group of pple contribute so much to my life.. b it GLs or the gers in M01.. thanks pple..

frens have always been the group of pple whom i tink is v imprt to me.. i take frenship v seriously.. i duno how others view frenship.. but tt's my view..

but sometimes.. frenship just seems to be one thing that is so hard to catch hold of.. there r bound to b problems..

u never noe wat u have said or done can have an impact to another person.. it might just b a simple sentence or conversation to u.. but it might be affecting tt other person alot..

sometimes to avoid conflicts pple may choose to take it as a joke.. or just keep quiet.. it's nt easy to keep tins tt way.. but choices r just hard to make

it may be a form of giving in.. but giving in too much can be v tiring too.. u will start tinking.. y is it always tt way.. nv solved..

yes u may b trying v hard to keep it the frenship as it is.. maintain the relationship.. but it's saddening to find out tt no matter how hard u try.. there r still bound to b holes in b/w

before one prob is solved.. another one will b lining up just behind the previous one.. waiting for u to face it..

how r u gonna face it is another tin.. positively or negatively.. these things just come into ur mind n they r gonna stay there for some time...

mayb things will b simpler when u take everything as a joke..

sometimes it's just too big a joke...

it can be torturing when u cant even express it in a direct way.. the feeling's just horrible...

hahas.. tink i'm talking alot abt some rubbish today.. hahas.. sentimental ahs.. =Pp after talking so much.. my boy still haven finished packing~ hahas

maybe i shd add on something for him.. n let's hope he's finishing soon.. =)

it's nt easy to stay together with my heart next to urs.. n urs next to mine but i tink we r already close to tt.. wadeva i say may affect u in a way or another.. similarly wadeva u say or face is oso a part of my life.. everything tt we do r part of our lives.. i noe it's nt easy for u to be with me through wadeva i'm facing.. but i promise i will try my best to learn how to put away wat i shd put away n live with wat i'm having.. n having u with me is one big tin tt i'm living with nw.. n i will wanna continue living with tt in future.. big thank you to u my darling.. for listening to everything tt i have to say.. listening to all my unhappiness..

u r like a little precious treasure to me.. a priceless treasure indeed...