well.. i'm waiting for my boy to finishing packing his stuff for chalet tml.. time today seem to be passing v slowly.. n i seem to miss him so much.. though we just met tis afternoon...
is there something tt i'm tinking abt? or m i just bored? hahas.. =Pp
time passed so fast.. FOC is just round the corner.. n i'm gonna b a year 2 student by april.. fast isnt it?
i've known everyone in poly for almost a yr.. tt's really fast.. frens.. yesh.. these group of pple contribute so much to my life.. b it GLs or the gers in M01.. thanks pple..
frens have always been the group of pple whom i tink is v imprt to me.. i take frenship v seriously.. i duno how others view frenship.. but tt's my view..
but sometimes.. frenship just seems to be one thing that is so hard to catch hold of.. there r bound to b problems..
u never noe wat u have said or done can have an impact to another person.. it might just b a simple sentence or conversation to u.. but it might be affecting tt other person alot..
sometimes to avoid conflicts pple may choose to take it as a joke.. or just keep quiet.. it's nt easy to keep tins tt way.. but choices r just hard to make
it may be a form of giving in.. but giving in too much can be v tiring too.. u will start tinking.. y is it always tt way.. nv solved..
yes u may b trying v hard to keep it the frenship as it is.. maintain the relationship.. but it's saddening to find out tt no matter how hard u try.. there r still bound to b holes in b/w
before one prob is solved.. another one will b lining up just behind the previous one.. waiting for u to face it..
how r u gonna face it is another tin.. positively or negatively.. these things just come into ur mind n they r gonna stay there for some time...
mayb things will b simpler when u take everything as a joke..
sometimes it's just too big a joke...
it can be torturing when u cant even express it in a direct way.. the feeling's just horrible...
hahas.. tink i'm talking alot abt some rubbish today.. hahas.. sentimental ahs.. =Pp after talking so much.. my boy still haven finished packing~ hahas
maybe i shd add on something for him.. n let's hope he's finishing soon.. =)
it's nt easy to stay together with my heart next to urs.. n urs next to mine but i tink we r already close to tt.. wadeva i say may affect u in a way or another.. similarly wadeva u say or face is oso a part of my life.. everything tt we do r part of our lives.. i noe it's nt easy for u to be with me through wadeva i'm facing.. but i promise i will try my best to learn how to put away wat i shd put away n live with wat i'm having.. n having u with me is one big tin tt i'm living with nw.. n i will wanna continue living with tt in future.. big thank you to u my darling.. for listening to everything tt i have to say.. listening to all my unhappiness..
u r like a little precious treasure to me.. a priceless treasure indeed...
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