Friday, July 22, 2005

- finally -

wOooO... i finally finished all my common test! i feel so relaxed.. but ya.. i tink my results r gona suck to the core.. but well.. i cant do ath le.. xcept to do beta the nxt time i guess... maeb i wasnt reli focussing tis time rd? though i failed tis time.. maeb i shd try agn for my semestral xams.. n i haf to.. i ought to... ya... let's nt tok abt tis le bas.. it's jux so... anti climax~ hehehes..

I LOVE GINGER BREAD MAN! it's just so cute lars.. hahas.. can u imagine~ hahas.. the cookie version of ginger bread man turn into one tt's is totally out of shape.. hahas.. but woo.. it's so cute! fat one.. hahahahas.. look lk mi? whahahas.. yeah all the fat ones~ den the one made wif the dough was v nice.. hahahas.. perfect~ hahahas.. cute lors.. hahahas.. made alot of stuff todae... n i simply enjoyed myself.. met up wif ger after my paper.. had BK tok alot.. hahas.. n oso bought all the ingredients.. hahas.. so much lars.. the both of us took cab back to ger's hse.. hahas.. cab cab n cab... hahas.. so we started wif cookies~ cookies cookies cookies~ so we were done wif all the mixing n stuff.. hahas.. well.. i'm clumsy enuff to spill the sugar n flour.. n alot of tins? hahahas... den we starting baking tem... n guess wat.. when we were jux warming up the oven n was abt to put the cookies in... 'BOM!' the oven tripped! hahhas... it din haf the bom sound lars.. jux the sound tt it's tripped~ hahas... n there was smoke lors.. piangs.. damn scary lars.. the both of us were lk... oh no... wat happened.. n we din dare to open the cover... we stood lk damn far from the oven.. wif a stick in our hand.. wanting to open the cover.. lame lars..
hahas.. but well.. i was the brave one n opened it.. oh god the smoke stinks can! hahas.. so we were lk shit.. how?! den pia cab down to my hse... n carry my mum's 'oven' to her hse... whahahaas.. the taxi driver so damn funny.. hahas... the name winsome became win-some hahas.. n he started scolding tt guy.. both of us were lk luffing lk mad lors... n the 'professor' tin.. oh gosh! ger u noe wat i'm toking abt~ hehehe... so we went back.. n found tt act the whole hse gt tripped... n we were lk.. wat the~ n we rushed to gt the oven.. hahas.. but we tried her oven.. n it still din work so it was ok lars.. so we starting making others.. the banana muffins.. den the fruit tarts den the choco muffins.

- GINGER BREAD MAN! -

hm.. had sum tok wif lek.. n another one wif ger.. n found out sth tt's v true abt love..
'Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.'
tink it's from a bible.. well.. but it's kinda true.. reading tt makes my heart calm... cox i find tt loving him has turned to b a kinda burden for mi.. i'm tired.. v tired indeed.. no matter wat happens.. it will just nv turn out well.. even if i wan it too.. dun tink dere'll b a chance for it to turn out well.. cox i will nv let it happen agn.. if i noe it's nt gona b a happy ending.. den y ever let it start? i've had enuff of all the tinking.. all the indecisiveness of mine tt alwiz make mi at wits' ends.. but i still love him.. well.. i'm nt sure if it love of just lk.. i simply still haf the feelings towards him.. kinda strong one.. but i just wan it to stay dere.. n nt go any further.. it's enuff.. reli.. cox i dun wan history to repeat bas.. so.. frm nw on.. yeah.. it's gona stay as it is..

- Love should be a kind of joy rather than a kind of burden -

- to jas(ger) : i feel so much beta after telling u the tins.. but i'm sorry for being so immature.. i noe it's nt rite to feel tt way.. sumhow my feeling my mind just din go the rite way.. i reli felt v guilty cox it jux wasnt rite for mi to feel tt way.. well.. everyone will haven an unique person in heart.. den y muz i b so affected.. mayb i'm still nt mature enuff in tis kinda tins.. but i reli felt so much beta after telling u.. at least i din hide ath frm u~ hehehe.. but thanks ger! i love u so much thanks for bringing mi the fun.. n ya sharing sum nice tins wif mi! hugs! sistas forever ya! =) -
- to ting rui: reli thanks for the encouragement u haf given mi the past few days.. when we were all having common tests.. hahas.. encouragement from frens is more den ath.. hahas.. woOo.. thanks alot.. n oso thanks for clearing my IPC doubts.. the pulling of humans ya.. hahas.. tt was a nice way to xplain it~ hahas... u cleared all my doubts mans! thanks.. =) take care fren!=) -

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