- i'm still dere.. feeling the same way -

finally finished my 'mr fighter' vcd.. it's reli nice.. touching... it shows the kinda frenship.. love tey haf among one n another.. tey can do ath to let the one they love b happy.. even if it means tt tey r nt together.. it's just the 'as long as u r happy, i'm happy' attitude.. most of time tt's wat love shd b abt bas.. u dun haf to haf the person beside.. u just nid to b able to c their smiles.. c tem happy.. it's gd enuff.. nt oli on love relationships.. if life many a times u r influenced by the pple u mixed wif.. to mi.. i wana c pple ard mi happy.. cox when tey r happy.. i'll oso feel the joy n b happy... maeb i shd sae tt i can contented v easily.. cox i wan the pple ard mi to lead the most carefree life.. n haf the least probs.. maeb i'm asking for too much.. but tt's wat i hope to c.. many a times we cant predict wat's gona happen the next moment.. since i cant.. we shd treasure wat we have at tt point in time n be contented wif wat we r holding on to..

the songs of the drama r oso v nice.. sum of the lyrics r reli good.. n make mi tink of many tins.. lk the song yuan dian... when i listen to part of the lyrics.. i'll cry lors.. =X cox it's jux so true n i feel tt i'm hit by it bas.. '我已经无法承受没有结果的结果在爱的洪流我只能继续去漂流有太多太多考验还有太多抱歉放不下我在想着你你想着谁寻寻觅觅我们终于又回到了原点' the lyrics just hit mi bas.. it means tt 'i can no longer accept an ending that has no ending.. i can only continue floating on the surface of the love flow of water.. too many challenges to face.. too much apologies r made.. who will u be tinking of when i'm tinking of u.. after so much searching.. we r still back to square one..' ( sorry guys.. my el sux.. so pls bare wif it ya.. =X ) so tot tt it's quite meaningful.. love is nt abt making apologies.. n nt just facing challenges.. but how to face n overcum dese challenges together..

- i lose to u.. totally lost.. i'm always giving in.. i wun hesitate to do ath for u.. as long as it's a favour from u.. i'll all ways to do n help u.. yea.. i nv fail to do so.. it has become a kinda habit for mi bas.. right from the beginning.. i'm lidat.. cox i wan u to gt the best.. i wan u to b happy.. treating u tt way has become more lk a habit den it's cox of my character.. tis habit has been wif mi for lk 1 yr plus... i nv notice that tis has become my habit.. i nv knew it will be one that is hard for mi to change.. but m i going to kick tis habit? well... i cant ans tis qn nw bas... mayb time will help mi to kick tis habit bas.. as time passes n everything bcums vague.. the habit will slowly b gone i guess.. just a matter of whether i wan tis habit to b gone forever... guess nth xcept my heart will noe... -

time for sum farni stuff.. hahas.. went for the LSCT GL recruitment ydae.. hahas.. tink i screwed the tin up.. so funny mans.. i just keep repeating myself.. saeing tt i'm sociable.. hahahs.. my god.. i cldny ans one of the qns.. i was asked to name the names of the interviewers... hahas... well i dun rmb... so dose whom i dun rmb i just sae tt i dun rmb.. hahas.. i find it so funny... n i said the superman cheer... hahas.. cox tt's the easiest n funniest cheer.. hahas.... well i dun tink i will gt in.. cox i dun even noe how will i noe if i got in... so ya... forgt it bas.. take it as an xperience yeah? hahas... =X

- i'm still there.. feeling the same way.. -