- i'm failing -

yes.. i'm failing.. i will b failing my obc.. n well i'm gonna see teh agn nxt sem.. feel lk crying.. studied so much... but end up still dunno how to do.. how 'smart' of me..

well.. but wat can i do.. all is done n over.. mayb it isnt tt bad for me to retake? den i can make sure i get better grade for obc.. just tt i wun be graduating with the group of u.. hais..

one is dwn.. another one is coming.. i shall just focus on tt n nt tink of anything else.. hmmm.. can i? have to.. afterall i chose my own path n i shall continue to finished it no matter how hard it is.. yeah!

i'm supposed to b mugging cbo rite nw.. but i'm blogging.. how great.. hahas.. nvm.. tis is gonna b a fast one n i'll start the ball rolling.. i cant afford to fail cbo! yesh..

well.. huatose farted in my blog.. oh gosh! i better do same sterilisation... hmm.. but how m i gonna go abt doing it? hahahas.. write some nice n sweet tins!

have been staying till lk average 3 am everyday for the past 3 days.. cox i was mugging my obc.. but i wasnt alone.. cox there's tis sweet boy who accompanied me till late just cox i'm nt aslp..

hahas.. tis sweet boy happen to update his blog n wrote some nice tins abt me.. weeEe.. hehes.. y? cox i'm nice! yay~ okie... i noe pple reading tis r gonna scold me bhb agn..

but well.. tis sweet boy will nv tink tt i'm bhb... rite? *grins* i was so scared by him till i teared.. it was a bad experience.. but tt's when i find tt he is getting more n more imprt to me.. hehes.. wo hao xiang kan xing xing.. i wanna admire dose stars with tis sweet boy.. gazing at stars just make me feel so relaxed.. just by looking at the stars.. my smile will start to appear.. cox tey just make me feel happy.. so whenever i'm dwn.. i love looking at tem..

hahas.. well.. i did sth damn malu yday.. which make me red.. n warm.. tt is the most embarrassed tin i have ever done in my 17 years.. hahas.. i still dun understand y i did tt.. well.. tis sweet boy will noe wat i'm toking abt..

tis sweet boy is always so nice n caring to me.. he nv fail to cheer me up even if it means to just look at his face.. he might nt noe how to console me at times.. but i tink he nv fail to try.. n well each time he tries.. he will make it some how.. i love dose bedtime stories from him.. n mind you it's all original n just for me! hehes.. i love gazing stars with him.. i love his honey water.. though i cant make tasty honey water.. but i promise i'll learn... i love the pasta he cooked.. hahas.. talking abt it simply makes me drool.. (can i have some more? *grins*) it's all the small lil tins tt make me feel so touched and loved.. cox tis sweet boy is always so lovable to me! heEs..

alright.. enough of saying tis sweet boy.. yesh.. he's my boy.. hahas.. something i wanna tell my darling.. i noe IPC is hell for u.. just lk OBC was to me.. but no matter wat i tink u have done a great job so far.. the fact tt u dun lk chem.. n ur chem wasnt tt great as well.. i tink ur effort deserve u a distinction alright! i noe u have put in alot of effort by finding out wat u dunno from ur fren.. i'm upset tt i wasnt of much help to u.. but i'll give u my utmost support kae.. dun give up.. tink abt how much to have done to come so far n u will tink tt all dese r worthwhile.. dun worry abt ur paper on fri kae.. i'm sure u can do it.. just try ur best.. lk wat u told me.. trying ur best at least u wun feel tt u let urself dwn rite? it's the last bit.. so give it ur best shot kae? after cbo on thurs i'll pei u study IPC ya.. =) cheerios.. jia you kae.. i love you! *bao bao*

nw to my peeps.. i noe it's exam week.. everyone is stress.. well.. i m stressed!!!! huatose's stress~ but it's just the last bit.. so bare with it alright.. after tis we r gonna get enjoyment! weEe.. let us all give our best shot for all the rest of our papers kae! yeahs.. all the best pple.. love u all.. *bao bao* =Pp