Monday, June 20, 2005

- life -

hm.. today is a super bad day me.. hahas.. i feel so super duper dumb lars.. i dropped my wallet without knowing! oh my god how could i! i seriously din notice tt my wallet wasnt wif mi... until the np person called mi n told mi tt i dropped my wallet n it's with the mega bites manager.. i was lk 'phew!' luckily sumone picked it up and was so kind to return it to mi.. if nt i'm super dead lors.. all my stuffs are inside.. my ezlink student card ic atm money... all my jia chan is inside lars.. if i lose tt.. i can go jump le.. whahas.. i felt so so so dumb lars.. cox i din noe.. so ya.. i din blame jason for scolding my ben dan todae.. cox i m indeed one.. whahas.. =X thank god i got it back! thanks to the kind soul mans~!

din tot of writting blog todae de.. but sumone wans to read it.. hahas.. my fan~ thank u thank u.. whahas.. tt's the super ma fan huiling.. hahas.. siao~ kidding lars.. hahas.. i so kind y will i scold u tt! bleahs.. hm read her blog.. reli thanks for being my super good fren in poly.. as in reli noe frm poly de.. i din xpect us to b so gd at first.. but well it turn out tt she love mi! whahas.. kidding.. but reli thanks for crapping wif mi n tolerating all my nonsense.. serious.. thanks ger.. i agree wif wat she said "It's not about monetary, fashion and comparing who has got what which is better. It's about life, love and friendship." i'm reli glad tt we can b pure frens hu nv compares n stuff.. reli.. to mi friendship is reli v imprt.. i guess dose hu noe mi well will noe tt i reli treat frenships v seriously.. i hate to sae gdbye.. nt only to the one i love deeply.. but oso the frens whom i loved.. i alwiz tink tt comparing frens and choosing frm tis fren to tt fren is a v 'bu dao de' tin to do.. maeb cox of our immaturity tt we did all dese kinda of stupid stuff in the past.. but it's reli the past le..

hm.. haven been seeing jasmine for a v v v v v long time.. reli missed her soO much.. read her blog.. sumtimes when i read her blog.. i feel so sad tt when she's down i wasnt dere to cheer her up n stuff.. i duno wat's been bothering her.. i'm nt trying to sae tt i hafta noe every single tin tt's happening ard her.. but i jux hope tt i can b dere for her when she reli nid mi.. guess it's cox we r quite far apart n dun haf much chances to meet up.. but hope tt we will meet up sum day n catch up alright~
- to jasmine: ger.. i reli feel bad when i read abt ur blog abt the bad tins u've gone thru.. i duno wat's reli causing all ur probs.. maeb it's him.. maeb it's nt.. but watever it is.. i wana tell u sth.. although we seem to b far apart.. but i'll alwiz b dere for u when u nid a listening ear or a shoulder to lean on.. cox i've been treating u as my v v close jie mei since i was in sec 3.. until nw.. i still haf the same tot.. n i will still treat u as my hao jie mei in the future.. no matter where we go.. u will alwiz stay in my heart kaes.. =) hope tt ur life will b problem free n u will stay happy for the rest of ur life.. =) i noe u bliff in god.. so god will alwiz b dere to protect u kaes? find sum day to go out kaes... i reli missed the days we were so mad n happy..! take care kaes.. miss ya! love ya lots!-

however i'm sumone hu will alwiz look back n regret tis n tt.. but y regret when tt's the choice u've made at the v first moment.. tt's y i hate to make choices.. if henry ever read tis.. i tink he will start saying i v ji chou n stuff.. hahas.. but i will alwiz look back whenever i'm alone.. whenever i'm nt occupied.. i hate the feeling of waiting for tins tt will nv cum to u.. yet i will still do so.. but as time passed.. sum tins i learn to let go.. but sum tins i still cant.. cox i reli regret the choice i made tt change my life.. if i din take tt wrong step.. i wun b wat i m nw.. rite nw.. i'm jux a person who haf so called gif up hope on relationships yet still waiting for the right one to come.. yes.. u can sae tt i'm contradicting myself bas.. but tt's wat i m nw.. sumhow i feel tt i'm off track.. n i reli hope tt sumone can pull mi back.. will that person be you?

- to huiling: ger.. reli thanks for crapping wif mi, tolerating my nonsense, and booking seats for mi in leature! whahas.. u r reli the first fren hu i can reli haf sum kinda heart to heart chat in poly.. other den my sec sch frens.. i'm glad tt u can trust mi n tell mi abt sum of ur stuffs.. maeb nt all.. but i dun nid u to tell mi every single tin tt u've been thru.. but sumtime sumwhere when u nid mi.. i will b dere for u.. listen to wat u've gotta sae.. when u're down i will try my best to cheer u up alright.. afterall tt's wat frens r for.. frenship is oso a kinda fate bas.. the fact tt we can reli click.. i believe that we r brought together by sth called fate.. n i reli will treasure tis frenship.. thanks for being wif mi accompanying mi thru the start of poly life.. =) cheers! -

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