Tuesday, June 21, 2005

- what's there to think -

hm.. todae was the lecture day.. n ya.. i kinda slept alot during the lectures.. anw i oso duno wat the lecturers were toking abt.. jialat lars.. common test all cumming le.. hais.. gotta start mugging mans... i dun wana fail wif flying colours lors... i will cry.. hahas.. went to a new place for lunch todae.. at the alumni clubhouse.. the place is quite nice.. but the food is kinda ex.. ya.. i'm broke la.. tt's y.. plus i gave chak 10 bucks todae.. so stupid.. gave him 10 bucks cox we had tis bet tt the one who score higher for the MB quiz will treat the one who score lower... my gosh.. wat a stupid betting.. i feel so dumb... ok.. let's nt tok abt it anymore..

hahas.. as usual went home wif huiling.. told her tt if she noe tt she wun accept wj den jux tell him str.. dun drag.. the longer she drag the worse it will gt.. dun wan her to face sum necessary troubles as well.. so she reli tok to him.. n told him.. hopefully he will understand bas.. be more mature in tinking? hahas.. evil mi.. ya told huiling tt.. sumhow i feel tt the past kept flashing in my mind.. duno y.. but it jux cums flashing across my mind.. shd tt b sth gd or bad.. gd for the nice memories bas.. n bad for the ones tt reli made mi regret.. had been toking alot abt regretting recently.. however wat's dere to regret when the choice is made by mi.. no one else.. no one force mi to.. guess it's sth many pple will haf.. regrets in life.. we jux haf to learn to make decisions tt we will never regret.. in tis way our lifes will be more fruitful.. n maeb learn to live wif wat's ard u.. accept the fact n move on.. no one's gona wait for u.. xcept urself..

rite nw maeb i shd start concentrating on my upcoming common test.. cox i reli hope to do well.. although i haf quite alot to catch up for my IPC n MB.. but i'll try my best bas.. cox my ultimate goal is to enter the university.. i dun wana let my family down.. although my mum sae as long as i work hard.. she will b happy.. but i noe tt all of tem still hope tt i will make it dere.. so no matter wat.. i wana do my best n make sure i can make it up dere.. hopefully... =) take care peeps..

- what's more for me to think -

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