hm.. din blog last nite.. cox din reli haf the time.. but ya... i was freaking super duper pissed off ydae morn! y?! cox i woke up at 6 jux to go to the maths lect... 2 pathetic hours.. n i can go home... ended up going to sch n found out tt the lect was cancelled! so stupid lors.. reli super angry mans... waste my time oli lars.. wat an inconsiderate lecturer we haf.. she claimed tt she posted on the mel the previous nite.. but my frens all din c.. so i assumed tt she either posted it at a v late hour or the nxt morn... my god~ how can she xpect us to wake up at the wee hours jux to check the mel to ensure tt dere's lect on tt day~ wat the hell! idiotic old hag mans... si lao nu ren! hahas.. n i ended up going to sch for a few mins.. den go home... wat can b more stupid den tis~ my gosh! hahas... so i ended cursing her lk no one's business.. but i doubt i'm the oli one! wahahas!
today as usual i had my sw- hip hop! hahas.. n i found out wif anne tt dere will definitely b a audition nxt wk.. most prob on the 24 25.. hahas.. tt's cool man! hahas.. i will go! although i doubt i can gt in.. but ya.. i will still go.. hahas.. at least i noe i try.. hahas.. jux tt i will hafta waste 5 bucks~ hahas.. so i'm looking forward to the audition! =)
hm.. sumtimes i feel tt all dese r making mi tink too much.. i'm trying hard nt to b influenced.. but can i? i started to tink alot.. nt oli abt nw.. but the past... sumtins tt happened in the past i reli dun wish to keep tem in my heart.. but sumtins i reli hope to leave tem in my heart till the end of time.. but of cox tinking of the past reminds of sths tt i haf done wrong.. choices tt i haf made wrongly.. i seriously regret tem nw.. but nth's gona bring all dese back to the past.. can i ever go back to the past.. the gd part of the past.. n erase all the bad part of the past..? i doubt so.. but i reli hope tt i can.. i regret hurting sumone.. tis sumone treated mi v gd.. made mi feel tt i'm v blessed.. but sumhow tins went wrong for mi.. cox i let him go.. n hurt him.. ended up hurting myself deeply as well.. pple r alwiz lidat bas.. fate jux plays ard wif pple.. when tt sumone is right in frt of u.. u wun treasure.. but u will oli start to miss him when he walks away.. i guess i'm fortunate enuff to ever feel blessed.. but i hope tt i will once agn feel the bless.. i haven got tt kinda feeling for v long le.. i was jux too tired to find my xin fu.. too tired of being kept in the dark.. jux feel lk letting go of all my unhappiness.. all my troubles.. i jux wana gt back the feeling i once had.. the xperience i once had.. or maeb i wana haf a brand new beginning.. but can i? may i haf a chance to gt wat i wan...
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